11:12am

Hi my dear mommy,

I miss you so much.  We have not spoken for so long. I know that you need your time.  I know that you need your space.

Now, firstly, let me tell you, mom, how important it is to me that you trust my stories, presence, words, and most of all, me. The level of trust that you have changes or has a dramatic effect on the energy field.  I will not go into the details now, but trust me mom.

Note : My level of trust had tremendous effect on how we were communicating. If I had less trust, it was more challenging for my son reaching me and delivering the message that  I needed at that time.

Secondly, I need you to let everything unfold as it should regardless of what is happening around you.  Just remember: G-d has a plan for you; G-d has a plan for us.  

Next, let’s talk about the message: “Eternal light. Eternal life.”  You already covered most of the facets of eternal life, but here is the list:

Eternal life consists of the following elements:

1. Commitment to listening
2. Speaking and following the truth
3. Bringing compassion to the situation aka lifting suffering of others and yourself.
4. Creating, creating, creating: poetry, paintings, and everything else
5. Last but not least, loving loving loving, caring caring caring.

In the end, it does not matter how many people loved us.  What is truly important and what actually makes a difference is how many people we loved and cared for.

Our focus needs to be to love and care for others. It’s not about how many people stood up for us; it’s about how many people we stood up for. 

If you are all that, then you are living eternal life on earth by bringing eternal light into every situation.  And because when we do so, life gets so much tolerable and beautiful.

Because we’ve talked with you before, mom, the key or essence of the game called Life is not fairness.  It’s about who you are in whatever the situation is.

Life is not about fairness. The main focus is the preservation of dignity, integrity, and the innocence of the soul.

 If we are able to preserve these, then whatever we’ve lost physically or emotionally or in any other way will turn out to be a gain instead.  In facing these challenges, we will have our dignity, integrity, and innocence untouched, which then makes us so much wealthier, richer, stronger, and bigger.

If we are able to preserve these, then whatever we’ve lost physically or emotionally or in any other way will turn out to be a gain instead.

Then the light that radiates from us becomes brighter and warmer. That is why you have to fight for your life mom. That is why your life matters.

By living your life as you do, being who you are, and bringing eternal life into eternal light while you are still on earth, you are able to ignite the lives of many others and push them to do the same. And that is how eternal light continues its shine in this cruel, harsh, unfair, and broken world that we call human life on earth.

That is why we must do anything possible to prevent the dimming of our lights in facing challenges and not to shine away in the face of adversity.

We cannot afford the dimming of our lights.  It needs to be brought up to its fullest spectrum. Those who do give light have to endure the burning.

I love you, will talk later,

Your son.

10:10 a.m.

Note 1: Surviving any “family days like holidays” was and is so difficult and so challenging that I have no words to describe it. Nor can I give any suggestions how to deal with it. Every face of grieving and every situation is very personal and deeply individual. Nothing should be or can be forced!

Hi, my dearest mom, we need to talk. Mom, you must see our situation—your situation—on a larger scale. You must learn to see all of us as connected dots of a bigger picture. Only then will it make sense as to what is happening.

The minute you cut yourself off from that big picture, you will lose yourself in the fog of illusions. When you are able to shift your consciousness to the level of community consciousness, than the balance will be restored and light and clarity will come in.

You must truly see that your life is not less important than mine or anyone else.  Your needs are as valuable as anyone else’s. I know that you know that, but you don’t trust it.

Knowing and trusting are different. When you trust, you can act. When you know, you stop listening. I need you to listen and I need you to trust. It means that after you listen, you must take small steps in the direction of truth and Trust will lead the way.

What was that you told me once?  You told me that truth is not a matter of convenience.  Then you later added that it’s a true path on one’s journey.

So the truth is, Mom, that your life counts.  Your life is important. You, Mom, count.

With that in mind, you have to let me go. You have to let go everyone else too. When I say go (letting go), it means that you must release us as blockages from your own life.

What that means is that not only will you never ever stop loving me, but you will also need love your life and yourself.

What that means is that not only will you never ever stop loving me, but  you will also need love your life and yourself.

Letting me go means stopping negativity and depression.  Letting me go means to stop using me as a reason to not fully live your life. Letting me go means releasing my soul from being the reason for your misery and depression.

I want to be next to you, Mom, but not in that role. Mom, please let me go. It’s painful and heavy on me.  I know that it will take some time.  I will wait, but I must also see you take steps in that direction.

You will need to find your own life and meaning.  You have done your job.

Now, do what you must do and learn to truly love your life.  Learn to truly love your life.  That is what I want for you.

Fight for it, fight for it, fight for it. Fight with truth. Confront your shadow and the fears that were projected onto you. Your life is not less important than mine.

Let me help you bring the love and knowledge from the Realm of Truth. In return, promise me to let me go and to release me from this role as the reason for your unfulfilled life.

I am neither the reason nor the cause. Don’t use me as a reason for pain and sorrow.

Replace your knowledge with your trust. Without trust, there is no truth.

The truth is as the Spirit of Tzfat told you: “Eternal life, Eternal light.”  You’re not alone.  We’re together.

I love you dearly, my mom. Forgive me if what I told you above sounded harsh. I just wanted to say the truth. My truth.

Love,

Always your son.

Note 2: It was a challenge for me to accept that my life was just as important as my son’s life. I never ever held my life as equally important or more important than my children.

The value of my life was always at a lower level of the scale. When my son told me that my life was not less important than his, that idea was incredibly difficult for me to digest. 

To be frank, I still have a challenging time accepting this idea. As a mother, it’s hard for me to put the value of my life on an equal scale as my children. That line alone shook my previous assumptions. 

1:37pm

My dearest mom, once again you and I are together. This is our time to talk and it’s terrific that you can hear me.

Before we go any farther, let me tell you the following: give yourself a break. If you cannot do something or if there is no flow of energy, don’t do it. Just take it easy.

 When the time comes, you will feel it and move forward. For now, just stay and talk to me; be with me. I’m not going anywhere.

I will still be next to you even if everyone else leaves. 

I will never leave you. I will never leave your side as you never left mine. We are bounded by love and it is stronger than you can ever imagine.

Now, let’s talk.

Mom, I want to share with you the news from around the globe. How should I say it…be aware that forces are building more and more at a time greater shifts are getting closer and closer.  The darkness is getting thicker and thicker. 

This is what you shall know and do:

1. You shall know at all times that G-d has a plan for you and all his children.
2. You shall trust that and erase all doubts. Zero Degree of Deviation, remember?
3. You shall stay in Zero Degree of Deviation for as long and as often as you can.
4. Remember that all that is happening and all that is done are done with one purpose and one purpose only: the development of the soul.

9:36am

Mom, we need to talk.  Number one, please know that you do not have any curses or spells from anyone. I can see that from here.

What you are feeling is the shadow of your childhood, when you were little. But you are an adult now.  And that part of life does not has the power over you any longer. You have a power over anything that ever happened to you . 

The human darkness, angers, and fears cannot hold or imprison you and your soul.  And that is your lesson.

• You have no need to engage your energy with something that is dark and angry. 
• Stay in your warmth and fuzziness; that is what melts all the negativity. 
• Stay still.  Be still. The more you move, the more the sticky stuff gets onto you.
• Your pain because of my departure is understandable. It’s deep and it’s sharp.

But this pain can cut out things you no longer need in your life. Use this pain as a surgical knife or scalpel to cut, cut, cut, all that is old and heavy.

The truth is, you had other pains before I left.  You were not always happy.  At times you were depressed as well.

Now mom, use this pain, my pain, to fight the pain from before. My shift is your opportunity for your shift.

My leaving from earth is your opportunity to fully come back. There’s no more room for escape, depression, and victimization. No more room.  You have to fight for your life. There’s no more room not to do so.

Mom, you must create a new order in your life.  Use your pain to crawl out the darkness. .

You must create a new order and new life. I know this is a tall order, but I’m here and I will help. We will do it together.

–Love your son

11:08am

Hi, my dearest mommy. It’s already been 8 months since I last saw you at the door with your wide-open arms and kind smile.

Eight moons ago you started your new chapter in earth life as I started my new and infinite life. In this beginning, once again we are united for eternity.

I am so thankful and honored to be your son. What a blessing that was for my soul.  If only you can feel how much you’re loved by me while your pen runs across the page and how fortunate I am to have you as my mom, especially now.

I am still amazed by how well you can hear me and how much you love me and how deep your dedication is to me. Why did I not see that before?  Of course I was just a silly little boy. I love you mom. I am here; do not worry.  I am not going anywhere ever. Our relationship and bond will only get stronger and more rewarding for both of us. Do not worry.

12:27pm

Okay, I’m back.  Before you go, I want to suggest to you a direction you should address and focus on.

• Be very clear on what it means to fight for your life.

• Focus on the balance and the full self-expression of your being. Focus on overachiever issues. I think this will be a very good start.  Maybe this will help you and maybe it will help others later with their celestial children.

• You must take care of that feeling of shame (and what other people think about you).  There’s not much more I can add to this.  I’ve said plenty.

Mommy, mommy, you’re falling down again. You need to focus on yourself and your needs. Do not focus on those you do not have a connection with.

I’m going to help you.  I’m going to be with you.

It’s okay to think about yourself.  It’s okay to focus on yourself.

I know it’s not easy, and I know it’s a tremendous challenge for you.  Nevertheless, you will need to do that.

So mom, let’s go and we will do things together.

Love,
Your son.