1:05pm – 06.06.08 B
Message from Divine Mother:
B). Divine Mother – Visit #6
Articles By Noni Wang
A). “What can we do? It’s G-d’s Will!”
12:43pm
My dearest mommy, I see how it’s all heavy for you. What are we going to do with you?
We cannot change G-d’s will; please accept this. I know it is very painful. I know for sure my heart will explode if something happens to you.
I know this and there is nothing I can do about it. I can only send you my love for you, speak with you, and pray for you so Divine Providence will help you.
I hear so clear and loud how your soul is screaming and mourning in pain.
As I hear this cry, I cry with you too. Trust me that it’s very difficult for me to be without you too.
What can we do? This is the will of G-d! Yes, your path is not easy, but it is yours and you have to walk your path the best you can. Don’t drop your Spirit!
You cannot prove anything to anyone. You cannot tell them how to walk their paths.
Just do what is best for you. Do not rush – because the path will come to you and you will understand what to do next.
And please – Don’t drop your Spirit.
Trust me. Trust Divine Providence and that something new and something good will surface in your life when the time comes.
Trust this and wait for it. The Divine Mother wants to talk to you again. We will talk later.
Divine Mother – Visit #5
10:38am
Second lesson from Divine Mother:
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Our breath is a link to the breath of G-d.
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We are connected to him from our first breath till the last.
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The number of breaths is pre-calculated and cannot be changed.
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Only in rare cases can it be shortened or extended. That is strictly under G-d’s restrictions, no humans can have anything to do with it.
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We shall not think of the future past one breath.
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We shall learn how to feel for directions for the next step inside the breath we are taking.
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Every breath has information programmed inside and if we pay more attention to our breaths, we can hear, see, and know more of what is important to us and about our lives at hand.
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Every breath that we are putting out has imprinted on our thoughts, feelings, and our intentions. That is how everyone around us might know what we are up to and that is how G-d knows what we are up to.
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What is in our breath gets recorded in our personal files till our judgment day.
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That is why breathing is so important to life on Earth. It provides all essential life that humans need for daily duties and functions.
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Those who are not aware of breaths become confused and disoriented and not aware of their mission and role.
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It is very important for humans to spend time in the morning, evening, and nighttime, focusing on their breaths and reading information that is sent to them by G-d. That is their “email.” Thoughts and visions become secondary. Breathing is first, then everything else.
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Learn how to stay connected to your breath and do not let your monkey mind run wild. Without directions, you will spend lots of energy and time doing and creating what came from your mind and not the directions and will from Divine Providence.
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Of course you have your will and choices to make, however, if you do not have the right information, you cannot make the right choices.
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Do not rush. Listen to what is within your breath. Listen to our guidance.
Today’s assignment for you: just breathe. Do not think beyond one breath. Listen, listen, and listen to what is coming to you and for you in the breath of life.
Go and get ready for the day, you are under my wings. Do not panic, worry, or get nervous. Breathe calmly and intelligently. We are around you and your boy, your son is here too. He is very worried about you and he wants to be assured that all of you are protected, nurtured, and well. We are listening to him and watching you.
Trust. Trust . Trust. Breathe. Trust. Breathe in and out. We need you to become a column of light and trust. Trust must become your first and second name: Trust Trust. That is all for today. Go with trust and be trust—Your Mother.
Divine Mother – Visit #4
12:05am
Lesson number one:
Nothing belongs to us here, except the breath of G-d as long as he allows us to have it. Therefore, our focus must be on breath. One breath at a time. We must choose what emotion is inside of our hearts when we breathe.
My daughter, you always wanted to give your children beautiful Home, what is stopping you now? You have a house and children; make your Home beautiful.
It does not matter where your children are. You cannot be separated from them.
Right now, you need to do the best with what you have. I am going to help you clean your house and direct you to your next step.
Right Now -Take a shower, cook dinner, do laundry, clean, clean, clean. You made too much of a mess, clean it up.
Go, do it, and breathe.
8:28pm
Note : Before my son left, he had laundry that was not done. It was sitting in the garage next to the laundry machines. I would not dare to touch it! After being visited my Mother… I did his laundry for the last time. On my own – I would not be able to do it. For sure.
Not possible . At that the time – Not a chance. Or clean his room for the matter. There is not words that can say what it took me to do so.
Only those who had to do the same will understand. It were more fallen tears then particles of dust on the floor in his room. That is all I can say.
However, unexpectedly, my son came to speak with me , he told me that he appreciated the fact that I did his laundry and cleaned his room. He also understood how hard it was for me. If I knew that it mattered to him – it would be done long time ago!Then he said following : Mom….Even Divine Mother came to you. I can come to speak to you because we are fortunate that you can hear me. Therefore, my dearest mom, let’s focus on what we can do and what we can still have. We can not bring back things that are not there anymore. That is life and we must learn to accept that. I trust you and that you have a will to understand it and accept this. I am going to help you. You don’t understand how proud I am of you and the fact you are my mom. I love you so much and I will always be right next to you. Don’t worry.
Try to do what Divine Mother said. She is helping you and helping me, but remember that we must help ourselves too.
I understand that Trust is a very complicated thing, that is why I gave you the Zero Degree of Deviation Theory. It’s very important for you to stick with it.
She, Divine Mother, has a plan for you and will take care of you. She has taken you under her wings. She will be teaching and guiding you.
Mom, remember you are not alone. There are so many souls and spirits that are watching you at this time. Everyone around you is trying to help you. Just wait and you will see the situation start to turn around.
We are not leaving you. I am not abandoning you. I only hope that you can feel my presence around you, mom.
Remember, I am always around you. I see and hear everything.
Go to sleep mom, I will safeguard you. I love you!
B). Two Visits by Divine Mother ( #2 & #3)
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11:33 am Visit #2
Drink my daughter, juice of life
Drink and let your mind be healed
Let your body take rest
Let your body breathe G-d’s breath.
Heal your essence,
Heal your life,
There are no worries,
You are loved.
I am your Mother -Mother of all,
And your G-d is in her home.
Swim my daughter in my waves of love,
See my turtles, I have sent you them from above.
Take your time
Get well and heal,
The New World is coming,
The new future is near.
I will give you energy,
I will put it in your hands.
The purple light of awareness,
And silver light of love.
When you mix them all,
By your hand, the healing will come
For those who are in need
And in the end you will be fine.
And now, time to wait,
To heal and become strong.
Therefore do not rush or worry
Or jump from here to there.
Stay with me,
Breathe G-d’s breath,
Calm your monkey mind,
Slow down your heart.
Your soul needs rest,
You have to wait,
I will provide for you
I will take care of you
I will nurture you
I will heal you.
Close your eyes and breathe, breathe, breathe
The breathing is the only thing you need.
Rest and breathe,
Here, I’m here,
Be calm, relax, your Mother has come,
You must now relax.
3:35pm Visit #3
There is no real separation between souls
In the house of G-d.
There, you are always protected,
Calm down, my child, and relax.
Learn how to trust your Mother,
Mother who loves you for real,
Trust my child, and calm
The mind that makes you fear.
There is no death, as you know,
There is no life as well.
It is only one long journey,
From start without end.
Relax my child and know
Your Mother is home with you.
Relax my child and know
I will take care of you.
There is no room for fear if trust is near.
Your trust must grow everyday
And as you heal and as you hear,
You must connect to steel of soul.
Stay here with me in trust and faith,
Breathe G-d’s breath and know
There are no worries left for you,
I am with you, taking care of you.
Just hear me well and do what I say,
Let your soul soar to the heights of unknown.
No worries, my child, your Mother in house,
Smile and breathe, I will lift your weight,
I’m here, I’m here, I’m here,
Just smile and breathe.
A. Meeting Divine Mother
6:00 p.m.
Note: Unfortunately, I did not record what day this event took place. Just time and the message and short notes. Only when I started to organize my handwritten notes was I able to complete my write-up. It was done on 06.30.11. After three years.
I felt that I needed to include this experience and share it with you. I do not know what kind of Divine help you will be getting and who will be guiding you. However, it may show you that support comes in different forms and vibrations. Based on your needs and situations. Uniquely individual. Therefore, it is useless to compare experiences, only to learn from each other.
Another important message (lesson) I want you to get from here: everything takes time. Processing information, dealing with whatever we are dealing with, incorporating received knowledge—all these take time. Lots of it . . . according to our one-dimensional clock.
Seven and half years is the bridge from the moment I had this experience to the moment it will become available to you. This is how long it took me to walk in order to meet you and bring you these gifts. Keep that in mind while crossing your own bridges on your path and journey. Don’t rush it!
I was lying on my bed in the evening feeling totally and utterly powerless, devastated and submerged in tears. I felt as if it was the end of my road. I wanted this day to be my end. The end of my road. The connection that I had with my son was not enough for me. I resented all the lessons that were given to me. I just wanted my son back. I just wanted my son back. I just wanted my son back. I wanted to be with my son. Completely!
It was somewhere between 7:00 and 8:00 p.m., when I was still staring at the sky through the open patio doors from my bed. It was time for the sunset. I loved watching sunsets. Always, as long I can remember. But this day, I wished that this sunset would be the last one that I see. I resigned. I stopped breathing. Holding myself from taking another breath. Why?
Suddenly I started to experience a flow of energy, the waves, that I have never experienced before. It entered into my bedroom from the wide-open patio doors just as the wave of a fog that sometimes can be seen moving above the warm water of a lake or a river in the early morning or late evening in the summer.
This essence of that energy was absolutely unfamiliar to me. It was neither spirit-based energy nor angelic energy. It was an energy of such high substance that I knew something significant was going to happen. Yet I did not know what this energy was or what it represented.
The wave of the energy rolled over my body as if I was just a piece of dough. Over and over again. Slowly and firmly.
It felt as if I was simultaneously being pinned to my bed and being lifted. I felt being swallowed by the energy as if I was getting sucked into a cocoon. Time stopped. Nothing else in the world existed for me. Just that. Just this. Only this—Energy. Wave. After wave. I was inside of a cosmic ocean.
With each roll, more energy entered every particle in my body until I felt as if I dissolved. I became a part of that fog, of that wave, of that ocean. I felt as maybe a single drop of water may feel after being reunited with the rest of the water, the wave.
Does a drop of water dissolve inside the waves of the ocean, or does an ocean dissolve inside the drop?
I could not escape. Where to? How? From what? I was One with it. Did I wish for it?
Feeling of helplessness grabbed me from within and momentarily released me as if someone ordered to do so: to free me up.
I was unable to fathom the essence of the energetic vibration that I was witnessing. It felt as something that is multidimensional, multilayered. Indescribably tangibly esoteric. As an aroma, a mist of a perfume in the wind. With it undertones of the scents and combinations of different notes and richness. Sophisticated. Exquisite. Subtle. Calm. Regal. Intelligent.
At first I felt its strictness and fairness. It meant business, just as a tiger mom, around which the cubs would not dare to fool around. It made me feel the way a small child may feel when the teacher walks into the classroom. The teacher, the one to whom you better listen to and be on your best behavior or else.
Then I felt its warmth, kindness, care, and compassion. I was allowed to get adjusted, to familiarize myself with it. To get to know it. It did not rush me. Did not force me. Did not pressure me.
I felt incredibly protected. Timeless. Part of something much bigger than just myself. Included. Accepted. Loved.
Once I was fully merged with it and felt more at ease, the Energy started to communicate with me in a more concrete way and not only as a silent vibrational thought. Usually, that was how it was mostly happening in my experiences.
The voice sounded as if it came from speakerphones. It was outside of me and yet inside of me as well. At that split moment, I became vividly aware that I must record the message. Was it my own knowing, my own will? Or was I told subconsciously to do so? Challenging to answer it. I still do not know the answer.
I just “knew” that I must get my pen and notebook to write down what it was about to tell me. That is all. And so I did. Below is the message that I received that day. I only hope that I was able to record it accurately. I did not change anything. What you will see is exactly how it was written down.
Message from the Energy:
Ella, my daughter, I am Divine Mother, the creator of Life. I am the silent force behind everything. I am the feminine side of G-d, and it is my womb that creates all behind the scenes. It is in my womb where G-d “Lord” dwells within and where he receives the creations in which he then gives to you. I am coming to see what has happened to all my Creations.
I am the voice behind voice. I am the creator behind creator. I have no need to be praised or recognized. I am a quiet force—the only one force that was and is. I am not G-d the way you think of G-d G-d is my child. I am the Mother of all And the Mother for all. I am watching over everything. I will heal you. I will feed you. And I will ask G-d to protect you. Trust no one and trust all. I am the Divine Mother for all. I came to you so you would know me And see the truth, which you have searched for, and love. Your search is over, I am here. Relax, my child. You are under my protection and my care. I am the creator of life, where all begin and all end. I am the Mother of G-d I do not need praise. I love you, dearest mother of mine. I will take your worries away. I will dry your tears. I will heal so you can heal too. Be patient, be real. Then the new world is near. I am near. I am near. I am near. Feel my love Feel my care Feel your Mother. I care. I heal. I provide. I nurture. I love. Go to sleep and then wake as new. From now on I will walk with you. Your son is safe. He is with me. He is a joy. He is a very special boy. He is not lost. He is well. I am taking care of him as well. I will come back to you again. And I will show you different ways. You will speak and you will heal. You are ready and the new world is near. I am here. I am here. After the message was completed and reported, the fog (the wave, the energy) rolled back and began to slowly leave me. It left me with an awareness, with a residue on my Soul, with an engraved knowledge on my mind that the world in which we live in today will have to meet and face the Discipline. She was the Discipline. She was the one who observed and scrutinized our actions to the minuscule details. With Her, there was no such thing as “the minutiae of everyday life.” Everything is counted. That soon, in the future, the world will have to answer to Her. She was IT. The Beginning and the End. And when we, as a Humanity collectively and individually, will face Her—it will be an extremely serious matter. According to our deeds we will be judged. Fear entered my Soul when I felt a touch of a Judgment that was coming our way. It changed me. It reconstructed me. When the Energy left me completely, finally I was able to collect myself, and the first thing I did is to look at the clock. It was 2:12 a.m. So I was within that Energy for about 7 to 8 hours. To me it felt no more than 15 or 20 minutes, maximum. Time has lost its meaning and its territory.
Summary: The Energy that visited me was not a Spirit or an Angel. She was IT, the Creator of the Creator. The Mother Goddess. The Mother. Her Energy, the way I experienced it, felt to me Horizontal compared with my earlier encounter with what I felt was G-d’s energy, which I experienced and felt as Vertical Energy Field. That left me with an understanding that the Feminine Part of the Supreme Being, the Deity, and the Masculine part are diverse in their energetic vibration and wave frequency. However, the Feminine Part of that Energy felt to me more traumatic, more serious, more hands-on, so to speak. Since that day, I’ve only experienced this Energy (Divine Mother) again just several times. All of those meetings will be shared with you. The more I came in contact with this supremely Intelligent Energetic Field, the calmer I became. For each time there will be a separate entry on this blog or a note. So keep reading. Unfortunately, I had limited encounters. It stopped coming to me in its regal and intense form. I missed it! Would it ever visit me again? I was visited more by a Masculine Part, by a Vertical Energy (Divine Father, Lord, G-d, and any other names you may think). At my own Will, I can’t duplicate it, call for it, or bring it on. I tried! Does not work. And do not know if I will feel it again and in what strength and depth it could be. Nor will I ever know “why” and “how” it happened at all. Just very grateful that it did!
Don’t Be Afraid
5:33pm
From my son:
My dearest mommy, you are so confused. I know. Give it time and all will settle. I did not know that she would come to you. She is the Mother that says all.
Just don’t be afraid, my dearest mom.I am with you, your loving son.
Let her help you and heal you as well.
Take your time, there is no rush, there is no end I am with you, loving and all
Watching all this from above
G-d is with you and she is as well.
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Fly on her wings,
Drink your milk, cry to her heart,
She will nurture your soul and heal your heart. I’m with you my dearest mom,
I will not run.
Do what she says and I will watch and wait. She will provide for you and she will heal,
Release all your fears, your mother is here.
Just lay down and relax,
Breathe and wait. She will dwell in your soul,
She will dwell in your heart,
Stop writing now, relax.
Close your eyes, breathe G-d’s breath
I am here, just wait.
SaRàH
( Dr. Ella Ivshin)
In Gratefulness to My Son
Boruch C.N. (Boris)
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