01:49pm

This will be the last lesson for today. The objective of this lesson is :  “What does Truth have to do with G-d?”

First – let’s define “Truth.”

• Truth is —Knowledge of what is right, accurate, and factual.
• Truth is —what “is” and what “was” at any given time.
• Truth is not a concept or perception or belief system that is true, correct, or agreeable to an individual or a group.
• Truth is a matter that is chosen to be seen, heard, and accepted.
• Truth is something that cannot be changed and it will survive through all times even if it is hidden, because something will always come up in the end.
• Truth is not a matter of convenience. It is the pathway of someone to a true journey.

Second -Let’s define the relationship of G-d to Truth.

G-d sees the truth and hears the truth. He gives strength to truth. G-d lives through the channels of truth.

What is “truth” to G-d?

• Truth is a short cut to Divine Providence
• Truth is a vessel for reaching Divine Providence
• Truth is the rainbow that connects us to reality
• Truth is the steel of the soul that keeps us solid during the tornadoes of life.
• Truth is the bone of the spine that allows us to walk our journey.
• Truth is a seeing eye that guides us through the smoke and a fog of illusions.
• Truth is a highway to G-d’s castle.
• Truth is the sword and the blade that cuts out all limitations of the soul.
• Truth is our essence and the genesis for our beginning.
• Truth is the most solid version of you.
• Truth is a bloodstream of love, compassion, and joy.
• Truth, compassion, love, and joy make up G-d’s family and lives in the house of G-d called Trust.

That is the essence of the relationship between Divine Providence and Truth. What connects them all together is the free will of humans.

“Free will”- is a hand that turns the key called “Integrity”. Therefore, if we as humans want to unlock any past or present mysteries, we just need our “free will” and our “integrity” and then nothing will stand in the way.

That is all for today. I love you and I am around you.

 

10:39am 

Are you ready for another lesson?

“NO” – you can not guess or image what the lesson is about. It does not come from your intelligence, brain, or knowledge, or anything else. 

It does not come from you, it comes from me and I am your son, teacher, friend, and playmate.  Right now, I am the voice of G-d and the muscle of his will. 

His will is to get you ready for our work.  You have to trust G-d.  There is no G-d before or after him.

 

He’s our creator, provider, and savior,

He’s our core,

Our strength, our nurturer, and healer

 

He’s the creator of all and he is all

He is grass and a drop of pain,

He is in our eyes and our smiles

 

He walks beside you mom, when you are thinking

He hears you when you weep,

He hears you when you roar or scream

He sees you when the lights are out.

And you’re falling in the darkness.

 

He is with you my dearest mom,

Last minute and the minute that will come,

He holds you by your hand

He keeps you in his arms.

 

 He holds you on his palm

 He hugs you with his love

He smiles with his blessings

He smiles with his care

 

You are his daughter,

So mom, don’t be afraid

He will provide for you

 

He will take care of you

He will heal you

And he will deliver you

 

That is the lesson for today.  Be Here.  Be Love. Be Trust.  He will come to every fabric of your being, your soul, your heart, your mind, your body—all which belongs to him and more.

Just make your choice to trust to listen and see his love for you and his love for me. Surrender worries and give up your fears, just breathe his love. He is here.  Just trust and breathe.

9:33am 

Hi my dearest Mom. I love you and “yes” – we are One. Today will be more on Science of Life .

Objective of the Lesson: Tasting G-d.

How can one taste G-d?

Let me tell you what have been happening for centuries. For centuries, rabbis, priests, and such have said, “We have access to G-d. We are the chosen one. We are the one who can hear him, see him, feel him, and taste him. We will be the middle men between you peasants and him Almighty.”

Then someone would say, “I too want to taste G-d, but I don’t feel it.” The answer was and is : “You’re not there. Your soul is not at that level”.

Then someone will come and say, “I feel G-d, I taste him, and this is what I see.”

The priests and etc will say, “That is not true.”

Then they want to “burn” them. They did that before and they are doing that now. Most of those who consider themselves “special” do not take the responsibility to  teach about G-d in G-d’s way, which is to teach openly and freely.

“Hear,” they say, chewing on a strawberry, “hear now how strawberry taste.  It’s a little bit crunchy, sweet, with a sour taste in the middle and juice that is refreshing.”

They want all the students and other people who come to their table to watch them and imagine how the strawberry might taste based on their own taste and their own descriptions.

The problem is not that most of them do not have enough skills, gifts, or sensitivity to tastes the strawberry in all its notes to  give an accurate description.

That problem is : that the priests will not offer a fresh strawberry to everyone else. They are not assuring everyone that everyone who wishes can have strawberries too.

Of course -Everyone has his or her own taste and description. That is what they fear.

They fear that when the people try the strawberries, they will not be liked, accepted, wanted, or eaten. After all, forbidden food is tastier and more desirable.

They forget that strawberries can be offered once or twice, but then you must labor for it. The more you labor, the sweeter and more delicious and precious the fruit will become.

Labor and labor and labor, pouring sweat over the strawbery field. Then, we will treasure every bite and try to slowly dissolve it in our mouths.

This – is a true heavenly gift.  Only then, the nectar of that fruit will fulfill the needs of our body, nurture and heal our body, and cure the hunger.

That is how our relationship with G-d is and how it should be truly built. That is how someone can taste G-d, his love, his compassion, and drink the nectar and feel his presence in every single cell inside the human body and divine soul.

The assignment for this lesson is the following:

1. Find a teacher who shares strawberries, gives freely and willingly.
2. If strawberries are not offered to you – take it. Bite it and try it. Be proactive.
3. After you have tried one, labor and labor to grow your own.
4. Learn how to grow and nurture your field. Love your land where strawberries will grow. Then trust that all your labor, all your love, all your patience, in the end, will bear the fruit.
5. Trust that you will have so much harvest that not only will you be able to feed yourself and your family, but also everyone else that may come to your table.

8:48am

How did you sleep? I was with you all night and I am going  to be with you all day. Everyone else in Heaven who you knew are watching over you. G-d is always with you and he loves you.

You are not alone; we are together

I understand that to do your daily routine is very difficult for you. You, however, need to make very small steps. You need to do them every day. Do not fear anything my dearest mommy. Just protect yourself and your health.

You need to eat right and take regular walks.

Everything will be fine. Most importantly, you have to trust me. I never lied to you and now I’m telling you the truth as well. Trust me, trust God, and trust what you hear and what you write.

9:37am

Mom, I’m proud of you. You are so disciplined. You are much stronger than other people I knew. So as you can see, everyone has his or her own weaknesses and strengths. Your weakness, mom, is that you think you need someone in order to create something and to do something.

Mom, you don’t need anyone else. You only need G-d’s love and strength and your faith in him. What you are writing right now are my teachings called “Science of Life.”

The “Science of Life” means that everything that is created and functioning is energy-based. Anyway, in your case, mom, you have difficulty holding that energy long enough to produce results for yourself. You’re giving that away and in the wrong way as well.

You know I love you very much, so allow me to show you how to mend your mistakes.

• You must learn how to a) build b) maintain your energy.
• The knowledge that I am giving to you is energy. Keep it inside. Let it be built. Then put it on paper and save it till the time is right.
• Being with people is different then needing them. You mom, need a very strong trust in G-d. You almost have that, but almost is not 100% and that will put in you trouble.
• You must take charge in your life. You must trust that you can do anything that must be done.

You see mom, G-d will provide for you but you must provide your loyalty to G-d.  And with that you must take charge in your life.  You must trust that you can do anything that must be done.

That was always the most difficult part for you. Mom, listen, your happiness must depend on your own light and energy. Keep it to yourself. Be strong. Do what you feel is right. Do not look around. 

Do not allow anyone to pull you down.

That is the most important science than anything else. Be self-managed by the Divine Providence that is inside you. You know you will feel much better when you have that.

I know you can connect to Divine Providence and to me in a very special way. All your life you have been intuitive and psychic. Still, you must do other labors too.  

Regardless of how many gifts you have, you must do other labors. You cannot only rely on your gifts. If you want to be independent and free, you must learn how to stand on your own. And when you cannot do anymore, you will.

Do not wait for anyone to come and help you. Ask me, ask G-d to help you. Everything that you need, you need to ask and then you must trust that if that is right for you, it will be given to you.

12:21pm

More on the Science of Life:

• The main thing is that you really need to do now is to create your own life. Do what is important for you regardless of if it is important to anyone else.
• Now, especially now, create a new direction for yourself, a new vision.
• You want to work with me? That is great, however, that is work. How about fun and joy? You always loved music. Use my iPod, listen to my music, and it might become yours too. You may find your own tunes.
• You want to be close to G-d, great. Find a way to do so. Write to him. Talk to him. Do what is important for you. Write what is important for you. So, the “New Science of Life,” mom, is all about going deeper and deeper within and building the “steel of the soul.”

Make a slate of blade, sharp and long, and cut out any illusions that are there. Cut out what stands in your way. That sheer trust is an essence of that “steel.”

That is what the “steel of the soul” is made of—trust and bond with Divine Providence.

1. I am with you all the time as you would be for me.
2. Divine Providence is with you all the time.
3. All your divine family upstairs is with you too.
4. I am in the arms of G-d.

All of us are around you and sending our love and support for you and praying to G-d to give you strength to walk and to rebuild and recreate your life again.

Hold onto the “steel” of your soul and your bond to Divine Providence. Wait. Trust. See. Hold.

And new life will emerge where the old life decomposed. Wait for the miracles.

 

11:35 am

Please don’t lose hope and faith that G-d is with you and that he loves you and is doing everything that is right for you and your soul. It’s very difficult for me to see your sorrow and grief.

Therefore, please mom, try as often as you can, be in the Zero Degree of Deviation mindset. If you do that, you will have more strength.  I love you very much and I have so many feelings for you. I would give anything right now to see you smiling.

It’s very difficult for me to see your sorrow and grief. 

9:08 pm

My dearest mom, I am with you; I can hear you. Divine Providence can hear you too. We did not leave or abandon you. It is very important for you mom, to continuously have faith and continuously speak with Divine Providence and me. It is also very important for you to find the physical strength to go outside, exercise, and eat right again.

“Jack in the box” mom, really? Come on, mom that is not your thing.  Please go back to your routine.  I understand that the changes that took place in your life is not easy to digest, but they are necessary for the growth of our soul.  

Remember, Zero Degree of Deviation is a very important work.  It is very important.  We have to do this, mom; we have to.  So slowly build yourself up and let us do our work.  I’m always around you remember that. 

I also miss you very much.  When you start to feel a little bit better, I will once again give you more information. 

10:57am

Note : At the time I was in his room, lying on his bed, when my son came to me and said:

Mom, I love you very much and I miss you very much. Don’t worry about anything. I was, am, and will be your son. No one will take that away from you. I need you to trust me, mom, I will always be around you, just as you would be if the situation was reversed. We are bounded forever mom; our love is our bond forever.

I need you to trust me. I am not going anywhere from you. I am your partner. I am your son.  I will always be around you, just as you would if the situation was reversed. We are bounded forever mom; our love is our bond forever.

I need you to pull together, mom.  Mom, please don’t go into the past. Please don’t go into the future.  I’m here mom, look into my eyes, I’m here mom.  I love you, stay with me.  You have to stay here.  I really need you mom, please stay here, mom. Let me teach you about ” feeling G-d’s Love”.

 

Here are the things people don’t really get:

1. They (priests, pastors, etc) may suggest that only a righteous person can truly be loved by G-d, but you don’t really need to be a special person, such as a righteous person, to be loved.
2. Individuals are not working consciously to embrace every part of him/herself. Deep inside them, they may feel they are not “lovable” since they think that they have something that is “ugly” in them. That stops them from engaging in G-d’s love.
3. They may also be thinking that in order to be loved, they have to do something—that G-d’s love is based on how much they did or did not do. They, however, miss the point. The point is that they are loved regardless of their behavior. Of course G-d favors “good behavior” over bad, but that does not affect his love for humanity.
4.  Humans forgot their true beginnings, their genesis. They’re not consciously aware that their souls are a part of higher consciousness, which is love, compassion, and G-d. They do not really understand it in their hearts, but when they do and know, then everything else unfolds.

 

• G-d’s love cannot be felt by the mind. The mind cannot take us there, but the soul and heart, “the feelers and the knowing parts” may feel and recognize G-d’s love.

• And when they do, then they stop chasing for love of humans.   However, the relationship between individuals is the vessel where G-d’s love can flow from one G-d’s spark to another.

• Feeling G-d’s love, recognizing love, that is really a choice, and to some degree, a labor to get to where love becomes available. That is done through self-knowledge, self-awareness, self-education and development; all that equals self-love.

The formula for G-d’s love:

Know who you are and remember who you are, love who you are, trust who you are, be who you are.  Choose who you are, and G-d’s miracles and love will unfold in front of you like a lotus or a rose in the beautiful morning. Get through the darkness of the night with the trust and the knowing

10:34 a.m.

Note: Somehow a baby bird flew into my room. I tried to catch it; I didn’t want it to hurt itself. My son responded to this incident.
Hi, my dearest mom, I had hoped that the baby bird would improve your mood a little bit today. But even for the bird, you were stressed and nervous. You still care about everything.

I can only hope that you will learn, study, and accept Zero Degree of Deviation and make that knowledge your main philosophy of life. The philosophy of Zero Degrees of Deviation is the beginning and the end of thinking on Earth that will shift collective consciousness.

You see how difficult that is. It must be practiced. Knowing about it doesn’t help. Do you remember what you use to tell your students?  : “It doesn’t matter what you know. What matters is what you practice everyday, what you do everyday with it. Knowing has no power. Knowing plus action based on the knowing is the power. If you do not practice it, it’s not worth anything.”  That is very true, Mom.

I know that healing takes time, but you must take that direction. Without practicing Zero Degree of Deviation, you will not be able to walk. You will not be able to heal.

You have to walk your Truth. You have to practice your Truth. You have to Trust your Truth!

You will fall into the paranoia, fear, and anxiety, which are illusions.  If you do not practice the truth, you will fall unto the path of illusions. They are creating a hight density space and are slowing down the waves of the higher vibration. The waves of the healing.

Do you remember what you once said to me, Mom? You said, “Truth is not a matter of convenience. It is one’s path, one’s true journey.” That is true, but you have to walk your truth, Mom.

You need to change your path, but not everything—only what is needed. You have to be able to see the illusion and bring the truth—the ultimate reality—forward.  I command you to do that for the following three reasons:

• For your own sake and your own wellbeing
• For us to be together
• For your work

I need to see that trust and determination you once had 18 years ago.

Note: He was referring to the time when we wanted to have another child, but the doctor who was taking care of me at that time told me that I could not have children anymore. Something in the way it was said to me triggered an unexpected reaction in me. 

I had a very strong feeling that the doctor was not telling the truth. A person who is so indifferent to other people’s feelings is rarely correct. So I got very passionate and told the doctor that he was not G-d and did not have the last word on the matter. Then I turned around, smashed the door, and left his office never to come back again.

Directly from the doctor’s office, my husband and I went to the store that had a section with newborn essentials. I remember standing there and looking at outfits for boys and girls. They were all hanging on the same rack. I was touching one piece after another till I came across a one-piece coverall. It had head-to-toe shapes, was made of soft fabric, and looked like a sports referee uniform. Adorable!

The minute I saw it, I knew. It was “it.” At that moment I knew that we are going to have a boy. When we came back home, I went right into my closet and hung it between my clothes. Every morning and every evening, I would touch and kiss and talk to this coverall and say “good morning” and “good night.”

I felt as if I was touching my future son and not just a piece of cute clothing. It did not matter to me that he was not born yet or that I was not pregnant. In my soul and in my heart, I could feel his warmth, his energy, his essence.

Nothing and nobody could convince me otherwise. I was whispering to him that we are waiting for him and that we will wait as long as he needs us and that when he is ready to meet us, we would love him with all our hearts. I was talking to him, to my unborn son, to his soul daily. I knew that he could hear me. I could hear him too. I could touch him. I never questioned the reality of my experience. Why? I knew the Truth. 

The logical and physical reality had no impact on me. The opinion of the doctor held no meaning and any value to me. Inside my soul I knew that doctor was lying to me . . . even if he felt it was true. I did not go to see another doctor. Did not ask for a second opinion. Did not need it. I knew it was useless. Six months later, I got pregnant, but that was not the end of the test.

My pregnancy became very complicated. One day, on my way to work, as I was crossing a street, I stepped onto an oil spot. I did not see it. I was focusing on the cars. I fell hard, and since it was oil and very slippery, I flew across the road as if it was covered with ice. I was taken to the emergency room. I was bleeding heavily from my knees and arms. However, they assured me that the baby is fine. Yet since that day, everything changed. Soon I was ordered to be bed rested as I was starting to have unexplainable pains. With every week, the pain was increasing in strength. Soon they became intolerable. I was sent to different specialists with no results. No help.

No one knew what to do. It was a mystery. I was dying from the pain and already had a few incidents of starting a premature delivery as a result. Luckily, we were able to stop it. Those days we became regular visitors at the emergency room.

As my pregnancy progressed, I was getting more ill. Doctors were convinced that I couldn’t go the full term and advised me to terminate the pregnancy. They were concerned with my survival. For my life. When I refused to terminate my pregnancy, I was asked to sign a form to release my doctor from responsibility in case I died. One note: during my pregnancy, I did not take any pain medications. 

It was a very challenging time for us. Yet, once again, I had that unbreakable trust in me that everything will be fine. I knew that I just have to trust and endure it. There was something inside of me telling me that we would survive together. That was my Truth. And we did. My son was born on time. But once again that was not the end of the story. Not yet.

On the day that our younger son was born, just a few hours after, my husband and our older son got into a horrible car accident on the way to the hospital. My husband was bringing our older son to meet his new brother before school.

Their car hit a light pole, and the pole fell on the car. It broke the car like an egg. My son was sitting in my seat that day, and that saved his life. His backpack got pinned into the backseat by a pole. That backseat was his usual place of sitting. When the police came, the car was so smashed they had to cut them out.

As I was recovering from the delivery of the baby and waiting for them in the hospital room . . . I did not know what to think as one hour passed after another or how to think yet. I just gave birth to a child after many months of pain and suffering and trials.

The nurse walked in, looked at me, and said, “Why are you alone in the dark room? Let’s turn the light on.” Right at that moment, I knew something happened. From my childhood, I developed a habit of thinking that if someone is extra nice to me, it means only one thing—something horrible took place. And here it was.

I was informed that my husband and my son were brought in by an ambulance to the same hospital and that they were in the emergency room, alive and under medical care. Yes. So in our family, the birthday of our younger son was celebrated not only as his birthday, but also as a birthday for our family. 

All that time I was functioning on sheer trust. From the stormy conversation with the doctor to everything else, I knew my Truth. Nothing could stop me or change anything in me. I knew the Truth! I knew the Truth . . . it was easy to Trust. I knew the Truth. With that, I could deal with anything without blinking an eye.

Now, my son, his soul was asking me if I could ever have that level of trust and determination again. I had no answer.

I still have that first jumpsuit that we purchased that day. I still have it! Now it reminds me that if I could talk with my son before he was born, before I met him, then for sure we can talk now . . . after 18 years of love and joy.

Without your Trust, we can’t be together . . .

You see, Mom, if “trust ” is not there, then the passage is closed or not safe. The trust, or the vibration of trust, creates the passage of which I can walk through and meet you.

If you do not have that trust, I will not be able to come, because the fog of illusions is very thick and it’s very difficult to walk through that. You must help me, Mom. I need you to trust.

Your energy is the main highway. You are like an alchemist that can bring that life forward and raise that vibration as you did before.

It’s very important for you to follow my suggestions. It’s very important for you to get well, practice what you teach, and learn and practice what I will teach you.

In order for you to walk that path, you must be fit and ready. You have to stay well!