Articles By Noni Wang

“Find time to heal yourself”

Date: May 25, 2008

9:52am

We did not talk with you for a long time. I know that you can hear me and that it is very different when you’re are writing. You’re more focused and attentive when you are writting and recording our conversations. It is so easy on Earth to get diffused from focus. Stay focus!

You need to put more time into the healing of yourself and to creating a normal schedule, a routine. You worry too much. I have given you information slowly to give you time to heal.

Focus, Focus, Focus! When you write – you are focused. When you have a routine -you are focused.

Mom, don’t worry, I will not drop you. Divine Providence will not drop you. You have to start rehabilitation and you cannot do it alone. Perhaps you need to find a group to be there for you.

You need to allow other people to help you too. Do you remember what you once said to me? Now I’m saying it to you. Please take care of your body. Mom, you suffered a trauma. Now, you need to heal.

You can’t get healed alone! Ask for help. It is “okay” to ask for help. No one can do it alone. We need you to be well. I need you to be well!

I need you to wait for me, to be strong mentally, physically, and spiritually. I need you all together. I will help you, mom, and I will kick start you as you did for me.

You need to get well for me, my dad, and my brother, but most of all, for you. Without you, the family cannot be rebuilt. You are the force that will pull everything together again. You did that before and you will do it again. We will do it together.

B). Blue Star Children Theory

Date: May 23, 2008

About Blue Star Children

( My son felt that it was very important for me to be aware of this information).

Far away in the galaxy, there is a constellation of blue stars. Those stars have a certain vibration. Some of the souls that are destined to become healers for Earth are formed and energized there before they enter the energetic field of Planet Earth. Those souls, those children, are natural healers. They are born with the knowledge that is a part of the fabric of their souls.

When they enter Earth’s field, they are very different in many ways than the rest of the population of souls. For example, they’re much more sensitive. They feel everything: the lies that other people tell them, the cruelty in the air, the anger that surrounds them, and everything else.

They try to heal as much as they can even when they are not consciously aware of that. They are usually very talented and their right brain is balanced with their left-brain. They are naturally happy, sweet, kind, and affectionate. Their natural abilities heal any situations for anyone.

Some of them become natural healers, some of them not. Regardless of what they choose to be as adults, the fabric of their souls still remains very different than the majority of Earth’s population.

A). “I am not your imagination”

Date: May 23, 2008

Note: I could not hear my son today in the morning. I was not able to hear his voice and to feel his energetic vibration. Out of a fear of losing our connection I cried out to him. I looked for him and search the energy. We connected again. Below is his response.

Mom, I’m here and I know that you are tired. I am also aware that you are starting to think that my voice is a part of your imagination. That is not true, mom. Trust me.

I am not your imagination. My voice is not your imagination. Trust me. Trust yourself. Trust us!

I distanced myself today a little more so you can feel the difference without my usual energy. I want you to be able to distinguish the difference between your energy on its own and my energy on its own, and when our energies are combined. This way, you will understand that I am not a figment of your imagination. I recognize that you need a break from my voice from our ongoing conversations.

But now I am here and I am going to share something with you, the “Theory of Blue Star Children”. (He called this info a Theory as it can’t be easily proven. See next entry ) .

“Do not look back, just look forward”

Date: May 22, 2008

11:08am

I understand that you are very busy, and I know that you are able to hear me. I miss you very much and I miss our time alone. I miss the time when I could see you, my room, my brother, and my dad. However, I can still be on Earth and see Earth through your eyes, mom.

That is why after my departure, you could not see the light. And that is why when you close your eyes, you can see me better. What I want to do in the future, mom, is when we work together, I will use your eyes as sensors and I am going to send you energetic pulses and shivers to let you know what is good and what is not. Do you remember the movie, Ratatouille? Something like that with the rat.

4:06 pm

Divine Providence needs people, souls to do the work – work of healing. You, mom, are not alone, and you will not be alone in this world. I need you to calm down and relax. Please know that I feel your love for me. Every minute of a day. I feel your love for me.

I will send you more information and will work with you more. Just do not rush. I know it’s kind of funny coming from me. I know. You were the one who always told me to slow down.

You told me, slow down, no one will take your food. Calm down, don’t rush to grow up. And I had the feeling inside of me that I should, and now you have that feeling inside, just as I had before. I know, I see it. I know what I am talking about. I know that feeling of energy. Don’t think that you are missing something.

When our physical reality is destroyed, when our dreams for tomorrow is no more.
..rising from the dust takes labor, dedication, and time. Today – Do not rush the process!

Yes, we must take a stand on something that is bigger than us, more important than us. Only then can our souls really shine.

And only then, can our Divine Beauty show up. Then and only then, the Divine energy of love can pour on us, our hearts, and our souls. Only when we take a stand for something that our planet really really needs can we bring compassion and joy and celebration to humanity.

Till then, till we do so…we will be occupied and composed by our self beating, nagging, jealousy, and inadequacy. Money will be always a subject and relationships will always be a problem, and deprivation always will be a worm, that eats out our soul, that never had a chance to be what its meant to be and do what it’s meant to do, since we never did the work for it.

And yet, we often we are left without realization what we must to do the work. That we must labor. That without labor nothing will come to us that is a true value.

For a peace of a soul – we must labor! And since we never labored for it, we left out our beautiful and magnificent souls, to be imprisoned by our egos, selfishness, and laziness.

Do not look back, just keep working, just look forward!

“Find your own happiness”

Date: May 21, 2008

8:35am

My dearest mom, good morning, did you hear the birds singing? Beautiful, isn’t that right? I love you very much and I was with you all night. You were nervous in regards to what the future may bring. This is very understandable. It must be very terrifying on Earth to let go of your children.

Don’t be scared of separation!

I still remember how difficult it was for me when my brother went overseas. I had strong stomachaches throughout that year, and was very happy when he came back. And when you told me that he was going away to another continent I got very nervous too.

Though I tried to pretend it did not bother me, I was terrified. I was scared. I did not know what I would do. And “yes” you said to me that we can move there or go and visit him. Still that moment of separation, seeing him getting on the plane and flying away was terrifying to me.

So, mom, I really get what you were talking about today: about me being here–above, and my brother being there far away, and you and dad where you are–waiting for both of us to come back. That is not a simple and easy piece to swallow.

Let me tell you something mom and I need you to hear this and trust, mom : . “I am not going away this time.” I will be with you every minute of the day. Even more so than right now.

I will protect you. I will nurture you. I will talk to you, and I will listen to you. You will see me and you will feel me. I will be closer to you than ever. Yes, you cannot hug me. Yes, you cannot kiss me. But I can do this: I will touch you with my energy; I will kiss you as a bee, as a flower, and as a child.

Rediscover Who You are

When my brother leaves you once again, you must again find your own lives and your own happiness that does not depend on the wellbeing of your children. You will need to rediscover who you are, mom, and what you want to put out there.

3:47pm

Your dad is asking me to tell you that he’s so proud of you. I’m not sure if you are aware that you have a fan club up here :). They really love you here. I miss you so much: our time together, kicking, joking, and biting you. That was so cool mom. Mom, you’re the coolest mom, but now I need to go. Talk to you soon.

Turning Point

Date: May 20, 2008

8:30 a.m.

On that day my son said the following:

He hopes that with time I will be able to clearly understand the necessity of his departure and would be able to find strength in me to live a happy life.
He also pointed to me that even before his shift, in times I had a challenging time emotionally. (He was referring to my relationship with my biological family and to the fact that I was not a wanted child.

My mother was stopped from having an abortion and then for giving me up for adoption. She always reminded me how much I should treasure the fact that she kept me. She never “forgave me” for being born and never was able to fully accept me into the family.

My brother felt the same way. Both of them felt that I was “an extra” piece of the puzzle that is not needed. This fact alone became one of my most difficult challenges to understand. I could not grasp the fact that I was still alive regardless of many life-challenging and life-threatening situations I faced, being an unwanted child.

However, my children were deeply loved and adored. Our life was dedicated to them, yet he who was so much loved was taken from us, while I, who is not wanted, am still here. How is that “fair”?

How is that logical? He had so much going for him. He was so loved. Yet I am here and he is not! That I could not and still do not understand.) Now he feels and hopes that I will really get to the bottom of that and will realize that true happiness only comes from love and service to G-d.

He said to me the following, “. . . people are people and “yes” we love them as we should, but true love, true joy—that does not betray us, or leave us—is our faith, is our trust, is our connection to our creator.

True Love Is Our Faith . . . Find Your Strength!

He said that he is fully aware of how difficult it is to incorporate the principles of the Zero Degree of Deviation Theory in every minute of every day and make it into a practical reality. However, he said that when he, himself, finally got “it” before his shift, he truly became his happiest and joyful self.

Only then he was able to see his true path and knew that he will be “okay” regardless what will be in his way. All his fears such as fear of life, fear of the future, fear of not having money, all left him. He pointed out to me that those fears are dangerous as they are eating our happiness and joy.

Fears Are Dangerous!

He also said that he is worried about me and that he is trying very hard to help me and be with me at all times. So told me that when I say that I am alone and or feeling that I am alone, that hurts him. He then added that even if I do not have 24/7 human connection and support, I still do have a constant support from him and other divine sources.

Therefore, it is not fair for me to say that I’ve been left alone. I have an option and an opportunity to access other resources of help and speak with him and all others as much as I want and any time I want.

You Are Not Alone!

He assured me that I am very much loved by him and others. He also said to that in truth, nothing really changed: that I am still his mom and he is still my son. Then he reminded me that before his shift, I was looking for better ways to communicate with him and one of my suggestions was that I would write emails to him.

At that time, his response was that he was not sure if he will be reading them. However, now he wanted me to write to him and he promised that he will read everything that is addressed him.

He suggested to me that when I write to him, I should consider this time our “son and mommy” time. He assured me that I am on my path and we are walking this path together and that on this path we are bonded by my eternal love, faith, and trust

You are still a mother . . . our eternal bond forever . . . talk with me . . . write with me . . . listen to me . . . we are together!

Note:

Yet I questioned myself if I am “okay” or I am just losing my mind. What is “real” and what is “not”? Is this all my imagination? Is it my escape from an intolerable pain?

I was confused. Pulled in opposite directions. On one hand, I was not trusting the clarity of my hearing, the intensity of the experience, the reality that only I could touch and feel; and on another hand, I was terrified of losing this connection. This was the only connection that was offered to me with my son.

I feared the closing of the curtains to another world more than not being able to return to the “norm.” On that day, I stopped worrying about being “normal.” What is normal?

My love for him, my desire to be with him washed away, burned down every wall, every block that was and could be between us. I was determined to make this work, to go as far as I was asked to go . . . even if it meant to the end of the Universe.

I still questioned if he would come back to me again and if I would be able to hear him again. I was in pain and agony. It was very dark.

However, that day and days after he kept his promise of always being next to me and walking with me this path. Later in the evening, he sat next to me and started to talk again. This day became a turning point in our new relationship! I was ready to go, and he was willing to lead.

6:00 p.m.

Now you trust me, Mommy? Now do you see that what I am saying to you is the truth? Just talk to me, listen to me as you promised, and I will give you all the knowledge that you need.

I checked your record and I can see now that your life was not a picnic. (A record is a case study on our lives that is kept on file in the realm of truth.) It was truly the journey of a healer and a teacher. I am so proud of you and honored to help you walk your path. My loving and gentle mom, I love you. I always did and always will. I am not going anywhere.

9:32 p.m.

My dearest mommy, let’s talk before nightfall and you will go to sleep. My dearest mommy, I love you very much and it pains me to see your doubts and your guilt in regards to me. Let me tell you one more time—my mommy there is no fault in any of this.

Do not look for it. DO not search for it. You would not find it. By doing so you are only upsetting yourself and me. If you can . . . I am asking you, “Stop it.” Only your big love for me is there and my big love for you and also G-d’s big love for you and me. That is all, Mom. Really. That is all.

Move by This Moment . . . Allow Me to Help You . . . Be in Now

You must move by this moment. Let me help you, Mom. Allow me to help you, Mom.

Stay with me in Now (See ZDD document). Now I am talking with you. Now you are listening to me. You always wanted to communicate with me more.

Look, we are doing it and we don’t even look at each other. You, my dearest, “weird” mommy, I love you so much. Please get to sleep in peace, with a light heart. I will come to you in your dreams.

I am here Mom. I am really here. I am not going anywhere. Sweet dreams, Mom—good night.

B). Theory: Zero Degree of Deviation (ZDD)

Date: May 19, 2008

Overview

ZDD deals with issues of Trust, Reality, and Unity of balance between the Divine and Earthly realms and with our (human) tendency to deviate to the Illusion that is a product of low-frequency programming (LFP).

About LFP

What is LFP? LFP is an emotional response that is programmed in us (humans) based on a fear factor (FF).

What is FF? FF is a belief that something can be “taken,” something can be “lost,” something can “happen” that is not within our expectations, dreams, hopes, and desires and basically frustrates our “plans,” which gives us a false sense of being “powerless.” As if when everything is going as we plan—means that we are “powerful.” Therefore, the false understanding of “powerful” and “powerless” creates that FF that dictates to us and signals to us that “we are not in control.” It creates the illusion that when we feel we are in control, we are “G-d” and we can do anything that we think benefits and feeds our Ego. Therefore, LFP is a frequency of vibration of our Ego, our personality, our lower soul.

About “Now”

ZDD is taking place in “Now” vs. “Past” or “Future.” “Now” as a place is where there is no room or need for “control.” Therefore, there is no FF present in “Now.” What is present in “Now” is an unlimited space for unlimited possibilities that are not linear or programmed. Therefore, we are free from responding by default.

“Now” is the place of awakening to the multidimensional reality versus the linear illusion of existence. “Now” is the meeting place where G-d dwells and angels play. It is a playground for creation waiting to happen. To enter “Now,” all you need to have is an unfolding frequency of divine energy that is generated by the soul of an individual. Someone who “chooses” to enter will be “chosen” to participate in the Universal playground. It is available to everyone at any time in any given moment.

About “Time and Space”

So then the questions that need to be answered are as follows:

1. What is a ZDD?

2. Why we are speaking about Time and Space?

ZDD is the absolute Trust that what is taking place at this moment is “right and timely.” ZDD is a full and complete acceptance of the presence and will of G-d—the ruler and creator of all. ZDD is a full and complete dedication and surrender to the will of G-d and His Glory and Compassion.

ZDD is a place, a state of mind of being where everything is as is, everything is possible, and nothing is “wrong.” That place can be found only in “Now” and only with the following frequency of mind:

Total and complete acceptance and gratefulness for “what is” in the moment.
Complete and full acceptance and understanding that “what is” is “right” and “timely.”
Complete and full comprehension of G-d’s Compassion that is woven into every fabric of his will and action.

With that mind-set, the soul is available, free, and able to reach a state of joy that precedes that frequency of Compassion that opens doors to the place where all of us can meet in “Now.” That is a “sneak preview” of what our world is going to feel and look like when the consciousness of G-d will meet the higher Realized Consciousness* of humanity.

The only spiritual practice and “religion” that will exist in the New World to come will be the soul frequency of Compassion—which is a manifestation of the Celebration of Life, which is the essence of Shabbat. The frequency of Compassion is the vibration of the soul that was able to free itself from suffering by choosing love over fear.

The essence of the New World to come is the True Geneses and Continuation of Shabbat. That reality that will take over the illusion of linear, physical survival and struggle. ZDD is a place where pain ends, suffering stops, and the salt of Earth is dissolved by the ocean of G-d’s Love.

This is a place where all lovers meet, where all beauty is created, where the veil stops its covering and souls meet. It is timeless and spaceless . . . it is Here and it is Now.

Any degree of deviation from that mind-set, from that stand, creates pain, suffering, and everything else of the low frequency of Ego. Only in ZDD can the soul truly shine through the personality (or the so-called animal soul). ZDD is the most compassionate place of all.

And every degree of deviation creates a larger and larger gap for low energy (negativity, evil) to enter. Evil (an illusion) exists only in doubts and fears. It dwells and feeds in one’s emotional energy of desperation. Where Divine (reality) dwells and creates Joy, Beauty, and Compassion, that is ZDD.

Afterword

Therefore, it is up to you, and it is up to your individual choice, your free will, where you want to be, what you will invite into your life. It is the most individual work that is, yet it tremendously affects the collective soul of humanity.

Therefore, every choice counts, every soul is treasured and is important. We wish to only provide you with knowledge. We wish you to make your choice on your own.

The healing is needed. The time is Here. The place is Now. Choose and be chosen. We will wait for you in ZDD, in our playground, in our garden of G-d’s Love.

*Realized Consciousness (New Thought)—a higher level of awareness of a human being that focuses on bringing the essence of G-d into one’s life by choice. It is a lifestyle, an attitude that encompasses compassion, love, integrity, joy, inner harmony, oneness, and forgiveness in every moment and every situation.