Journey Through The Desert Of Death
10:38 a.m. Note: My son was born on December 5. As his 19th birthday approached, I was stuck in a state of shock, not knowing how to deal with this coming event. Around that time, I faced another crisis. On one hand, I fully and entirely understood that the...
1:05 p.m. Note: Once in a while, I would face hurtful comments from people who did not understand the grief, pain, and devastation that go with a shift of child. I don’t remember the exact comments, at least not all of them, but I noticed that it was affecting...
Mommy, mommy, you’re falling down again. You need to focus on yourself and your needs. Do not focus on those you do not have a connection with. I’m going to help you. I’m going to be with you. It’s okay to think about yourself. It’s okay to focus on...
11:08am Hi, my dearest mommy. It’s already been 8 months since I last saw you at the door with your wide-open arms and kind smile. Eight moons ago you started your new chapter in earth life as I started my new and infinite life. In this beginning, once again...
10:44am Hi Mommy, It’s me. How are you today? Look, we really need to talk mom. Make a list of things you always wanted to do. It does not matter how it sounds to you, just put it out there. Make a list, like a wish list, for your...
9:36am Mom, we need to talk. Number one, please know that you do not have any curses or spells from anyone. I can see that from here. What you are feeling is the shadow of your childhood, when you were little. But you are an adult now. And that...
1:37pm My dearest mom, once again you and I are together. This is our time to talk and it’s terrific that you can hear me. Before we go any farther, let me tell you the following: give yourself a break. If you cannot do something or if there is...