Journey Through The Desert Of Death
11:45am Hi my dearest and so very loved mommy. Sometimes I’m short on words to express how much I love you and what you truly mean to me. At times, my soul becomes inflamed with hopelessness from not being able to do anything significant enough to lift the burden...
(An excerpt from my upcoming book) “Some things cannot be spoken or discovered until we have been stuck, incapacitated, or blown off course for a while . . . Out of the cross-grain of experience appears a voice that not only sums up the process we have gone through,...
Part 4 covers from 03.03.2010 till 08.20.2012. Naming this period was not as simple as the previous ones. I was not sure exactly what name was the most accurate. The options were “Fight for My Life,” “Surviving till Dawn,” “Path to the Sea,” and “Blooming Desert.” All of them...
12:50am Hi, my dearest mommy, We did not talk for a very long time. I know you felt terrible and were broken down into pieces. That is why I’m begging you not to rush. I beg of you, mommy, do not rush. Everything else can wait, but you can’t....
Around sundown At My Son’s Place Humanity has to learn how to breathe. In American culture, death and grieving is suppressed. The proper way of grieving is through spiritual development. In fact, it promotes a spiritual development on a much deeper level than anything else. Grief is a direct...
10:10am Mommy, I love you so much that the energy I have is not enough to express it. I love you on a level I never thought possible. Please remember what I said to you before. You’re under my and G-d’s protection. You have nothing to fear. I’m sure...
11:57am At My Son’s Place Hi my dearest mommy, I’m very happy you came to visit me again. I love you more than you can imagine. Please know that you cannot fail; that is not possible. You might be able to hear me clearly for the first time. You...