TRAVEL JOURNAL

Part 1

Where the journey began

Introduction to Part 1

Part 1: Covers from 05.05.2008 to 07.04.2008 In one of the normal days of my life, the humongous Wave of Destiny swallowed me. She came after me while I was in bed, for the first and only time I had fallen asleep, waiting for my son to come home...

Conversation with G-d

 G-d will lift my pain G-d will lift my pain coming in my house and into my heart He whispers his wisdom and his compassion Dissolving my pain in his ultimate kindness He hugs me softly, wipes my tears and says: “Here…here my child…here…here I will sit next to...

A). Listen to Me—Write with Me

One month after our physical separation, two major things happened:  1. On this day, I was told by my son that: a) It is easier for him to speak with me when I write it all down. He feels that this way I will hear him better. He also said...

B). Theory: Zero Degree of Deviation (ZDD)

Overview ZDD deals with issues of Trust, Reality, and Unity of balance between the Divine and Earthly realms and with our (human) tendency to deviate to the Illusion that is a product of low-frequency programming (LFP). About LFP What is LFP? LFP is an emotional response that is programmed in us (humans)...

Turning Point

8:30 a.m. On that day my son said the following: He hopes that with time I will be able to clearly understand the necessity of his departure and would be able to find strength in me to live a happy life.  He also pointed to me that even before...

“Find your own happiness”

8:35am My dearest mom, good morning, did you hear the birds singing? Beautiful, isn’t that right? I love you very much and I was with you all night. You were nervous in regards to what the future may bring. This is very understandable. It must be very terrifying on...

“Do not look back, just look forward”

11:08am I understand that you are very busy, and I know that you are able to hear me.  I miss you very much and I miss our time alone. I miss the time when I could see you, my room, my brother, and my dad. However, I can still...