9:59am My dearest mommy, It feels so nice to talk to you again. I love you very much my dearest and please do not worry about forgetting me. I will be coming to you in your dreams, and I will be coming to you as a wave of energy. ...

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3:24pm My darling mom, have you noticed when we don’t talk every day you go crazy? On one hand, I do not want to take up your time with all this training. You are under enough pressure as it is. (Note: He was referring to the training I had...

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11:31 a.m. Note 1: We were getting closer and closer to getting the headstone ready for unveiling. We had to decide on the text. Writing the text for me was much more painful than dealing with his departure altogether. Everything was settling in. Now we had to do something permanent. It was...

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1:10 a.m. ( exactly one moon year from my son’s shift) My dearest mommy, thank you so much for listening, hearing, and loving me. Please do not be angry with me for not telling you any specifics in regards to my departure. I beg you to understand me. At...

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