TRAVEL JOURNAL

Part 3

No energy, but no rest

Don’t Hide

7:48am Hi my dearest mommy, I’m so proud that you are my mom. I’m proud that you are able to take life’s kicks at your stomach. Don’t hide. Yes it is true that you must work harder than many others, but that should not stop you. Never. You taught...

Focus. Focus. Focus.

12:13 p.m. Mom, stop critiquing and beating yourself up. Remember Zero Degrees of Deviation and the plan G-d gave to you. Fight for your life. Understand what that means. Spend more time feeling the connection between a parent and her child. Think about life tasks that have to be...

Be In Solitude

12:55pm Hi my dearest mommy, Please do not get stressed or worried about not doing anything. You are.  You are doing the most important work of your life by accepting destiny. By accepting your destiny, learning to live with it, and making the most of what is given to...

Facing Life

2:00pm My Son’s place Hi my dearest mommy, Thank you for coming to visit me. I see how difficult it all is for you, but I also think that without going through this process, you would never get to the essence of truth about who you are and why...

Face Your Today

12pm Hi my dearest mommy, Once again you are looking into the past.  Once again you’re dwelling on it. You cannot do this mom. Whatever happened before is gone. It stays in the past. It cannot be changed. Look and focus on now. The thing is that when we’re...

I Can Feel Your Pain

10:46 a.m. Hi my dearest mommy, Once again we meet on the pages of a notebook.  If you only knew how difficult it is for me to wait till we meet again to talk. It must be very hard for you too to face me and see me as...

Find Your Own Life

12:00pm My Son’s Place Hi mommy, finally you are writing. For me, this is the time to have my voice heard. Thank you for coming. I have so much to tell you. You are not responsible for my departure. I have my own destiny, fate, and relationship with G-d....