“You could not have changed anything”

9:49am

Hi, my dear mom. You are worrying again.  I know that you will never leave me. 

I know that you love me ,but I need to tell you something. I need you to listen to me.

  You could not have changed anything.  You could not have stopped my departure.

 My time was up and I had to go. Do not ask, dig, or blame. Please leave it alone.  Just drop this.

Please do this for me.  I love you and I need you to accept this.  Accept the will of G-d.  Accept it for yourself and me.

Everything step-by-step will unfold, but till then, you need to take care of yourself and do what you can.  I love you always; I am always around you.