Hi, my dear mom. You are worrying again. I know that you will never leave me.
I know that you love me ,but I need to tell you something. I need you to listen to me.
You could not have changed anything. You could not have stopped my departure.
My time was up and I had to go. Do not ask, dig, or blame. Please leave it alone. Just drop this.
Please do this for me. I love you and I need you to accept this. Accept the will of G-d. Accept it for yourself and me.
Everything step-by-step will unfold, but till then, you need to take care of yourself and do what you can. I love you always; I am always around you.