Building Confidence

6:52pm

I had a vision with my son, which I had not recorded at the time. However the conversation we had afterwards directly correlated to the vision.

In my vision, my son came to me and said, “Mom, do you remember when I and my brother would go away to some place and then when we came back home, we would look messy and hungry?  You would always clean us up after a journey. You are on a journey too. Everyone is in fact on a journey. The truth is that Earth is not our home.  It is our home away from home. And when our journey is over, we return to our true home. That is where I am right now.  I am at home. That is where you are going.  That is where everyone will go.  Though we cannot control when our journey ends, what we can control is how and in what condition we are in when we go home.  You can either enter home as a shining star or as someone who needs a bath upon entering. This is what I want you to be aware of and choose how you are going home by considering every action, word, and response.  Choose how you are going home. 

This vision gave me the clarity so when I entered a difficult situation, I would repeat to myself, “I’m going home.” 

Hi Mommy,

Hi my dearest. Finally we are talking again. Please listen to me, I really need you to listen to me. Please do not worry.  I really need you to remember that G-d has a plan for you. There is no way you can run or hide from that plan. It’s impossible. On your way home, you will have to face what G-d has planned for you. You must. There is no other way. Just please know that whatever it is, you will be able to deal with it. Just walk one day at a time and think something like this: Today I am sitting in my beautiful house which I made for myself; today I will try to go for a swim; today I will be able to buy food and eat; today, right now, I am talking to my son; today I am fine, well, and comfortable. That is all.  That is the plan for today.

You see mom, your worrying is not contributing to the wellness of your soul. Do you want to come home shining, well and sound? Then worrying has no room in your life. Just trust and accept. That is all. Remember this and trust and accept. Trust the plan. Accept the plan. Trust that you can and will deal with it. Accept the weather in which you live. Accept the climate of the plan. Trust that you will be provided.  Trust this is the best plan for you.

You must build your confidence in Divine Providence. You must build confidence in you. You must build confidence in the plan. You, Divine Providence, and the Plan are what are important.

You must build confidence in you.

I’m next to you on every step. I will bring you home, mom. I will guide you home, mom. I’m traveling with you.  You are not alone.  You never were and never will be. You’re loved so dearly. The Universe loves you dearly. Please know that you’re loved very much.  So my dearest weird and crazy mom, try to go for a swim.  I love you.  Thank you for listening.

-Your son.