12:55pm
Hi my dearest mommy,
Please do not get stressed or worried about not doing anything. You are. You are doing the most important work of your life by accepting destiny.
By accepting your destiny, learning to live with it, and making the most of what is given to you, you are working. The rest is an illusion.
I understand that it must be extremely difficult to achieve this—to accept that everything you did and everything you worked for was destined to turn to ashes.
That is why the process of creating the topic and its subject of creating must be one of the most important tasks. This provides you the opportunity to recreate yourself over and over again, which is the true purpose for you and humanity.
If you did not have the capacity for that, it would not have been offered to you. Recreation/transformation is work. In order to do that work you had to be in solitude.
Mom, I suggest you spend more time with me writing and less time with others. You are not ready yet to be with others.
Remember, you’re not well grounded in this new reality. Therefore, you need to spend more time on your own process. That will bring you results. Everything else is an escape.
This provides you the opportunity to recreate yourself over and over again, which is the true purpose for you and humanity.
Spending more time with me will help you get grounded in this new reality. Therefore you need to spend time alone and away from human interactions and their issues.
At the end of the day, you are your own responsibility. You are your own cause. You are the land in which now you must fight for.
You use to fight for everyone else and you learned so well how to do so, but now you must fight for yourself.
Love,
Your son.